It has been 1 year 4 months and 3 days since I came here in New Zealand to be very precise. During this time period I got exposed to some really new and amazing subjects and scientific stuff which I hardly thought of being scientific. It has been tough journey and its still going, but when I look back to some moments and stages I really feel satisfied though I was not very enjoying at that period and I was pretty Isolated too.
I really feel so perplex how to define this period when you have gone to somewhere for some particular reason and purpose and you got revealed to different but amazing fronts of life. I have finished my Masters in Finance for which I came here in New Zealand, "Mission Accomplished Tiger" !! but I didn't learn only finance. "Everything happen for a reason" and I am not the mere exception to this.
You never know where destiny will lead you to and you don't have any choice than just getting thrown by it. But you always have a choice what you want to be even being in that situation and what you want to strive for. It was literally a kind of transformation, the way I started thinking about my approach towards life, learning, passion which has totally changed. Apart from my regular finance studies I have started studying some other amazing stuff, I didn't know that time that I will gain hell lot interest in this but somehow it just went so fine and still going. Some stuff and learning are made for you and you felt like so comfortable while learning it and everything just go so smooth and fine for you while learning it, albeit a complex concept and lot of reading.
When you start studying something new and when you get exposed to some world class experts and master of that field you feel that big scope for improvement. I am right there in that situation where I know how much I have to learn and improve for this new branch of knowledge (Not my Finance Studies). When I was studying finance and I met with some experts in finance that time also I started finding the big gap for improvement. It applies everywhere in every field but I am wondering why I have started feeling about this gap and improvement now, me before 2 years, I was so distinguish and I wouldn't have thought about these all stuff at that time, and I don't think so its about maturity because even before 2 years I was 22 years old and enough mature.
Before two years I was very relax and casual guy about everything, but somehow now I won't say critical but rather cautious about my learning experience. Now if I want to learn something I want to get complete knowledge of it with sincerity. I have started striving for learning, not talking about academic learning but still its learning only for me.
I guess everyone go through this phase of life and start feeling more passionate and ambitious about what he does. Its indeed amazing phase but I am really confused whether its just void or real transformation ? According vedic astrology Saturn takes you towards learning, hardship and experience, so phase of Saturn is so vital. Saturn will make you isolated, alone with hell crunch of social circle. But I guess this is the only phase where you could learn something so wise and out of the world, being in a society with all your acquaintance you can never learn something different. Ramdas swami went to jungle and took sanyasa, he just ran away from his marriage ceremony to get isolated, and then He wrote great Daasbodh and 205 Manache Shlock, my grandfather used to say that "After reading and studying all Hindu scriptures I found that abstract of all Hindu scriptures, vedas, Upanishada, and Purana are there in those 205 stanzas". And believe me sometimes being isolated is literally a privilege to be in.
But one thing for sure, when you change your approach and become more passionate and ambitious about your learning experience doesn't matter of which field, Your life just becomes so exciting and you find healthy challenge in learning every bit of it.
Strive for your passionate learning, Its Fun..... And Life is all about Learning.
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